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This book has proven to be spectacularly boring with an extraordinary amount of confusing characters who have nothing better to do than recount their daily goings and voice their enthusiastic criticism on others. Good grief. 

2:34pm : Page 121

I apologize for the quality of the picture and how everything (didn't) fit together. But, it's the words that count. I want this to be in our "sonnet collection" because I really don't like the one I wrote for her assignment. (I wonder if I can submit this instead?) But anyway, title inspired by what AK said to me recently, poem prompted by GL, and message -- well, this one's for all of you.

Something's not right.

In avoiding physics and french, I've glued myself onto the computer again. I wrote this whole post, angsting about how "miserable" I've made myself...and you know what? Bullshit >=)

( Letter to Myself )

I feel really retarded because I'm talking to myself again. It really sucks how we don't ever have one day where there's no homework. I mean, even during the holidays we had something looming over our heads. *kicks a wall*

I just typed out a whole paragraph of horrible things I'd do to people that annoyed me and then deleted it. But now I feel a little better. You'd all be dead if I had the power. Thank goodness I don't.

I wrote a poem on April 27th, 2005. Let's play analyse. Try and guess the situation and I'll help you along. It's interesting what people think. I did a similiar exercise with Nick (of Australia!) last night and it was a lot of fun albeit the creepy conclusion. Have fun. 

( one more bit )

ngo chi chi dow ng ming lei deem guy lei hohw yee goaw dow ngo gum. alanna gum yut lei tam ngo dey ah...ngo ying goi ho happy ga ma...dan hai sing yut lum juu lei goaw dow ngo ho ng hoi sum =( honestly, yu gwuo lei cum yut ng serng tong ngo king, gum lei should've just said so lor. everytime ngo tong lei king yuen, ngo dow gock duck ho unsatisfied.

Talking with you was like drinking vinegar.

Love humiliates you. Hatred cradles you. -- White Orleander

I love Kelly for visiting~!
I love Di for telling me about HIM stuff~!
I love Jess for staying after school with me when her dad forgets about her~!
I love Gaby for always making me smile and laugh~! [I love youu <3 Take care, sweets~]
I love Alexis for making me blush. I haven't blushed in a long time~!
I love Kat for giving me carrots that will turn my skin orange~!
I love Alex for being nice when I asked for pics~!
I love Andrea for throwing my mini-snappers~!
I love my afterschool kids today~!

Do you love meee~?

There's always something in the way. But there's nothing I can do. That's okay.

In other news, I had to see Grindlay about my physics mark. I am so doomed. Shit.

"Really, though, normally, I don't tell people to give up, but you apparently don't have any other option. I mean, relationships like these you have with other people, they're not always going to be perfect. You're just going to have to accept this. Seriously, Wynnie, just give up. This is her, it's her personality, her character and sweetie, you can't change that. Don't let this happen ever again. Otherwise you'd be stupid." -- Mandy [eta: confusion: this would be Mandy Lee.]

This is me
And I always
Fuck
Up


Wow.