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I have never known frustration so potent. Despite my insecurities about the French Exchange program, I have finally applied. It will be going through the mail slot tomorrow morning. I pray that all my other friends who signed up for the same institutes get in with me so we can all dorm together and weep over how bad our French is. Together in joy and sorrow, loves.

I've decided to start a photo album that will contain other people's gorgeous deviantarts just because I like looking at beautiful things. So whenever I'm upset, I can flip it open and stare until I forget about everything. Good plan, yes? I know. I've already figured out how I'm going to do it.

In other news, I'm so freaked out over my life right now because evidently, it is screwing up worse than ever. Take a good look at the honour roll board, folks -- I won't be there this term. Or if I do, then I'll go on and scream about what a miracle it is. We shall see. I've sort of developed this fear of sleeping because I'm getting these scary dreams now. No doubt something's stressing me out, I just don't know what.

So, I hope you're all healthy and well. I know I don't talk to most of you much anymore. I hope none of you have gone bitter with disdain. Because I might've. Sigh. Excuse me.

It took me two flippin HOURS to get to school today. I was stuck on King Edward for an hour. I did my chem during that time and I still failed the quiz in H block. excuse me, but wth? Am I just pure dumb? I think this might be the case. Anyway, not only did I arrive late at school, but we weren't allowed through the gym. My classes were on the other side of the building. Imagine me - wet, cold and shivering by the time I got to physics.

Careers day was boring. All except for the computer session with Emiko Abe. I like how she talks. I like her shoes. I wish I had shoes like that. They looked really comfy.

I saw the cutest girls on the skytrain. I think they were Japanese...or (unlikely) honger. They were so petite and pixie-framed, had the coolest outfits, and cutest speech patterns. One of them was sooo cute. Her eyes were round and pitch black. She was pale-ish. Her hair was cool. Plus, her english was really cute, too. Awww~!! and these are girls possibly older than me or the same age? They seemed pretty decent, too and got off when I did. But I didn't catch where they were going!

I walked home from the station 'cause I missed the bus. It left RIGHT when I got there. It was cold, but I had that big yellow fluffy scarf and it kept me warmish. My toes were gone by the time I reached the house, though. My door wouldn't open and I had to wait until someone came and unstuck it for me. It gets like that when the weather changes.

We're going out for dinner tonight for my Grandpa's birthday. Yay~

My head hurts.