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17 October 2011 @ 02:42 pm
Nuts to you, nut butter  
I work with a guy that is telling me to be more honest in my life because I'm so polite and tolerant of people and situations that it stresses me out without me realizing it. It makes sense, but I don't really feel like it's bothered me very much. However, sometimes I feel the light of his suggestion. I'm worried about swearing at work; I've done it so much and I also burp really loud out of nowhere. They think it's funny. I'm just annoyed at myself.

I'll say that I applied for another full time job for spring. I'm hoping to get it, but I'm also feeling like it's time to go back to school and learn some stuff haha I'm actually really nervous because I suck at being in new environments. I get so tense and I second guess myself all the time. I always feel under qualified and I don't know how to 'toot my own horn'. Sometimes you need to do that; let people know you've got the skills and the experience, but it makes me uncomfortable.

Right now I'm working one full time and one part time job, making decent money, getting okay sleep, and keeping up with my social life (just barely...). My coworkers think I'm anemic because I'm always tired. I've been off vitamins for a couple months. The only thing I'm considering is taking up iron supplements again. There's something else I want to try and that's ALMOND MILK! Have you guys tried it? Is it any good? It's soy and lactose free, so that sounds like a good deal to me haha I gotta start taking better care of myself! Dude. I don't have a gym pass anymore, but I'm walking A LOT everyday (I mean, A LOT) which is pretty sweet. Lets me sleep really well at night.

I'm also saving up for exchange in the distant future. Thinking about Berlin because that's where most CMNS students go and a lot of my friends have done a semester there. At the end of the year, I'm taking some much-needed vacation time to HK. I haven't been back in years, so this should be really interesting. I have a lot of activities planned out and this time I'll be prepared. I'm looking to film our experience. My brother and I are super excited to get lost in the city because neither of us can read chinese HAHA

In other news, because I'm doing so much, I'll probably never graduate. Nuts.
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Em: Beyonce: smileem_rose483 on October 17th, 2011 11:21 pm (UTC)
I work with a guy that is telling me to be more honest in my life because I'm so polite and tolerant of people and situations that it stresses me out without me realizing it. I got told something along these lines just last week by a co-worker, too :)

Anyway, this isn't about me. If you're comfortable being polite and tolerant then don't change, it's you. But if it starts to become a burden more than anything else, just reassess yourself and how you handle things a bit, no biggie :)

Good luck with starting another full time job! I hope things go smoothly. And have fun in HK, srsly so jel right now *_*
iceminticemint on October 17th, 2011 11:55 pm (UTC)
Yeah!! I'm starting to notice when it's becoming too much now.

I haven't gotten the job offer yet, but fingers crossed! If things don't go as planned, I'll finish up school lol

Aww what sorts of stuff do you like? I'll keep an eye out when I'm over there. :)
Emem_rose483 on October 18th, 2011 06:12 pm (UTC)
/crosses fingers & toes :D

Aww really?? I like everything and anything. I like pointless little things that look pretty hee.

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